Bordom Hurts

I've been out of school for a month or so and I'm having a terrible time trying to stay amused. I can't find a job anywhere. I'm really hoping that McDonalds hires me, I'm at the point where I don't care anymore.
I've trying to fill my time with productive things, like sewing, reading, writing, cooking, etc. I can't seem to get the ambition to do much else. What I should do is write a script and make a short film of sorts, or just make a video.
I absolutely hate sitting around all day, it hurts deep in my abdomen. I don't want to been viewed as part of the local-jobless-scum, the people that don't like to work. I like to work, I want to work. I like this thing that comes with it called "money", oh and don't forget the satisfaction of getting a paycheck.
I've also developed a really bad list making problem. I make a list of things to do during the day and try to get as many done as possible. The more I get done the better I feel about the day. It's upsetting that the only accomplishments I've been making lately are completing lists. Then again they may be big accomplishments on that list...soooo. yeah.
I would also like to announce that everyone tries dipping their chocolate chip cookie into a cup of coffee instead of milk. It is a delicious way to make your day :) and that certainly did rhyme! weee. Now this is boredom typing. But no really, try new food combos.

Other Value.

It's very unfortunate that I'm growing up during a time where the world is in a crisis, a human crisis. Our only enemy is ourselves and I don't understand why few can see this. People have stopped caring. They've stopped caring about themselves, the environment and even their own kind and are mostly preoccupied with filling their wallets. Money has become more important than anything, even love and respect. People have become blind they don't see the real world anymore they see the pretend one. The one that the TV shows us where life is perfect, where boobs are perky, hair glistens, and everyone is rich. Instead of watching what you wish you had, maybe you should look around and see what others don't. Or how the earth is getting warmer, and how our water supply is decreasing, or how many people are affected by cancer. Or even just go outside and appreciate what you have! Look at the trees, the sky, smell the flowers. Maybe then people will start to see the real world instead of the pretend one in a box (or I guess a flat screen now.) Then maybe they will realize that there is more value in their life then they thought. It's not all money.

Seriously?

Ok, so clearly I'm lame-core to the extreme. Why? Firstly: I used the word "lame-core" in a sentence, and secondly: I always start something and never keep going with it. I thought this blog thing would be a swell idea, until I forgot it existed. Well, I'm back-in-business (yeah i'm cool shit) for the time being. Hopefully, I will be writing for others as well as for myself as time progresses!
So what's fun I can write about? My wisdom teeth were fun. Yes. Apparently for a girl my size I had rather large wisdom teeth and they seemed to be rather fond of me. They didnt' want to come out. A procedure that takes normally takes about an hour took almost 2 for me. I was awake the whole time....but all crazy on that nitrous oxide or whatever they give you. Everything was funny. A fuzzy floated by and it was funny, the light was funny, I almost started belly laughing a few times...but saved myself. It started off ok, then I heard a great cracking sound. Turns out he had to break my teeth to get them out. Worst sound EVER. Then, while pulling one of the top ones out, the freezing wore off. Now, I can remember everything that happened...but I'm having a hard time with remembering what exactly I was doing. I'm pretty sure when this happened I began to produce a sound with my throat not many had heard before, and I think a few tears escaped. By the time it was all done, I was a sore, swollen, drugged girl. I could hardly walk. Although it was rough, all is well. It had to be done and that's all there is to it. I'm sure there are others who have had to go through much worse. I'm just happy we only get one set of wisdom teeth.

Back!

So I'm back in school and all that jazz. Well, I've been back for a while actually, I've just been too lame to write a blog....till now.  Yeah so what to write about is a problem. I might just type and see what random blabble spews from my brain. I think I want to make a salad for lunch.

Anyway. I've been lucky so far, I haven't come over with a case of severe homesickness yet. A little bit, but nothing too severe. I mean I miss my family and all that but I kinda like doing my own thing. 

On another note. From where I'm sitting I see my ninja turtle. It's Donatello. They are possibly the coolest heros ever. I mean they relate to the generation that watches them, it portrays a family unit that shows love and respect towards one another, you see social interaction between people with different views on things and that are of different race (splinter is a rat), and they are friggin turtles who can FIGHT.  Donatello is definitely my favorite, he's funny, smart and fights with a weapon that's dangerous but not necessarily lethal. Michealangelo comes in second because he is the crazy one. Rapheal is third because he's full of teen ANGST. Then there is Leonardo the more mature of the four.  Does anyone remember the series where they were in costumes and there was Venus (i think thats her name) the girl ninja turtle? or when they met the power rangers? Crazy.

I just realized I wrote a whole bunch of crap about Ninja Turtles....i think I better..uh.... go.

It's already over.

Christmas is over. It blows my mind how much work some people put into the event and how fast it whips by.  I mean, some people spend a shit load of money and must have their homes look just perfect with all the modern decorations and kitchen pieces. Honestly, who cares. Decorations are nice, our house has a few, but there is no need to go all Christmas-Psycho and make it a "winter wonderland" in the home. It's not where you are it's who you're with! I spent my holidays with my family and friends. Nothing was super fancy, just basic and homey the way I like it.  I woke up and opened presents with the fam, then had a good breakfast and we later went to my Aunts and Uncles for a pretty awesome dinner! None of it was fancy shmancy.  I even got to see an Uncle I haven't seen in years!

As far as gifts go, I received some pretty sweet stuff like a new cell phone, a popcorn maker!, a fuzzy blanket, etc. I like to receive gifts, and I love to give them to see reactions and make others feel good! I really dislike people who only want gifts, it's not what it's about, but what the hell do I know?

I ate way too much over the holidays! But holiday food is soooo good.  

Klondike Bar: What would you do?

What would you do for a Klondike Bar? Interesting question. On my way back from Sobeys I thought about this question and how the answer would depend on the weather and/or where you live.  I mean right now it's winter, and I don't think I would go out of my way for one. Now if you asked "What would you do for a Candy-Cane Hot Chocolate?" I may say "kill a man" "eat a Klondike Bar" "do a little jig." They are damn good in the winter time!

 It's different for people who live in a hot climate, they must always want one! But if they live in a warm climate....does that mean they only sort of want one? 

Who created this stupid question in the first place?? I want answers and hot chocolate! 

First Post EVER!

Yeah it's my first actual Blog. B-L-O-G whoa crazy. I have done some journaling in the past and I now believe it's time to upgrade and share my ridiculous thoughts with whom ever wants to read them. 

There are a few things I want to get clear before I continue:

1) I AM NOT A SPELLING or GRAMMAR GENIUS! (just sayin, don't be hatin')

2) Some of my posts may have meaning, some may just be randomness

3) I use made up words

4) I think that's every thing

OK! SO! I have completed my first term/semester/half of first year/whatever of college! Woo! I am now on my holidays.  I think I have earned this break being as I had 8 funtastic exams. GO Me! During my free holiday time there are a bajillion things I wanna do and one was to start a blog. It appears as though I'm off to a good start! Bam. Hopefully I will continue to nourish this blog and not neglect it (i have a tendency to do that whoops).  I also hope that my topics will have some sort of meaning unlike my first one. which is basically me saying "look! I started a blog! Holy Eff!"